Sunday, July 18, 2004

 

3 more days!!

Yes people hehe after today 3 more days until my ultrasound.  I am so full of all kinds of emotions.  I am of course nervous.  I think that is the predominant emotion.  I am nervous that something will be wrong.  Nervous that I will go through the same BS with a loss again.  That is so painful.  Something that I am not sure if I can go through again.
 
  My husband isn't worried.  He also feels I shouldn't be either. I am not sure, maybe it is because he is an eternal optimist when it comes to these things or if the other losses didn't effect him as they did me. 

I am also happy.  I am looking forward to seeing my baby and seeing his or her heartbeat.  Oh my what if there are two babies??  Not that I was on Fertility medications or anything but twins run in the family. 

I am just hoping that everything will be OK.  I am fairly confident that things will be OK.  I feel great.   Well aside from the typical pregnancy symptoms. 

Of course I am anxious! Tick tick tick come on time! hehe

Little man will be going to the appointment with me.  Dh has duty and absolutely cannot get off of work to go.  It is a little frustrating.  If the appointment would have last week like I was told dh could have been there.  DS is a good kid though and so far he is cluless about what these appointments are for.  He just sits there with his snack and gaming device and is good to go.

So Wednesday afternoon I will be at the hospital waiting and probably not patiently. 

 

 



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