Thursday, July 15, 2004
Feel like I am letting them down
I am up right now and it is almost 9pm. That is unusual for me. I am just so dang exhausted lately. I know I know it is all part of the pregnancy thing. I know I wasn't this bad with the boys. But then again I was younger with them. Maybe that is it. I am old and tired haha.
I just seem to cut out on everybody and sleep. Heck last night I was in bed at 7pm!! 7! Geesh. I even slept in until 9am. And here I am exhausted. My son said to me the other day "mom you are always tired and sleeping" OK it made me feel so tiny. My poor husband doesn't have a wife anymore only a zombie who barely makes it until when he gets home before passing out.
I really really hope this passes in the next few months. I want to be a part of the family again. I swear our trip to Colorado Dh's family is going to think I have a drinking problem or something! That or one heck of a lazy woman.
I will make it up to the family another time right? Lord I hope so. I know I need the rest so I am not beating myself up too much. But I feel like a failure of a mom and wife ugh pregnancy hormones got to love them
I just seem to cut out on everybody and sleep. Heck last night I was in bed at 7pm!! 7! Geesh. I even slept in until 9am. And here I am exhausted. My son said to me the other day "mom you are always tired and sleeping" OK it made me feel so tiny. My poor husband doesn't have a wife anymore only a zombie who barely makes it until when he gets home before passing out.
I really really hope this passes in the next few months. I want to be a part of the family again. I swear our trip to Colorado Dh's family is going to think I have a drinking problem or something! That or one heck of a lazy woman.
I will make it up to the family another time right? Lord I hope so. I know I need the rest so I am not beating myself up too much. But I feel like a failure of a mom and wife ugh pregnancy hormones got to love them
