Tuesday, July 20, 2004
Pessimistic
Oh man I tell you this is just lovely. Last night I had a decrease in my symptoms. I now have in the back of my mind tomorrows appointment will bear bad news. I just know it. Maybe I am preparing myself for the worst. Maybe I just have that wonderful instinct that is unfortunately right.
I am getting tired of being told do not worry. I will worry until I have the baby in my arms. If the appointment goes well tomorrow.... Which as I said I have doubts.
I am getting tired of being told do not worry. I will worry until I have the baby in my arms. If the appointment goes well tomorrow.... Which as I said I have doubts.
