Friday, July 30, 2004
Take 2
I tried posting this yesterday but the internet gremlins ate it.
Yesterday was my nine week mark. So far so good though. MY symptoms are decreasing. But I am trying my best not to read too much into it.
Yesterday I got my fetal doppler in the mail. What a neat little thing! I swear it is something new for me to play with.... or is that obsess over??? It is still too early yet to get a heartbeat with any type of certainty... But it is hours of entertainment HAHA.
I had to tell my aunt-in-law (I Think that is what I would call her) We are headed to CO for vacation. A lot of the activities that are coming up are ones I am restricted from. No impact activities, twisting etc due to the hemorrhage and the cyst. I did swear her to secrecy however. She said she will quietly celebrate and pray for us.
So anyway here I am. I feel in total limbo. After the ultrasound and seeing the heartbeat I want to celebrate. It is said there is less than a 2% chance of miscarrying after you see/hear the heartbeat. But I have once seen the heartbeat only to go on to miscarry. My next appointment will be the deciding moment for me. If my doctor finds the heartbeat in the office, or I find it with the doppler at home. I can breathe easier. I will then let the kids know. And then the family too.
I can't wait to tell the grandma's I have a special plan to tell them. It should be fun :)
Well that is that
Until next time,
Me
Yesterday was my nine week mark. So far so good though. MY symptoms are decreasing. But I am trying my best not to read too much into it.
Yesterday I got my fetal doppler in the mail. What a neat little thing! I swear it is something new for me to play with.... or is that obsess over??? It is still too early yet to get a heartbeat with any type of certainty... But it is hours of entertainment HAHA.
I had to tell my aunt-in-law (I Think that is what I would call her) We are headed to CO for vacation. A lot of the activities that are coming up are ones I am restricted from. No impact activities, twisting etc due to the hemorrhage and the cyst. I did swear her to secrecy however. She said she will quietly celebrate and pray for us.
So anyway here I am. I feel in total limbo. After the ultrasound and seeing the heartbeat I want to celebrate. It is said there is less than a 2% chance of miscarrying after you see/hear the heartbeat. But I have once seen the heartbeat only to go on to miscarry. My next appointment will be the deciding moment for me. If my doctor finds the heartbeat in the office, or I find it with the doppler at home. I can breathe easier. I will then let the kids know. And then the family too.
I can't wait to tell the grandma's I have a special plan to tell them. It should be fun :)
Well that is that
Until next time,
Me
