Wednesday, September 29, 2004
Is it real??
There are days that I really wonder AM I really pregnant?
It just seems unreal. After those years of fighting infertility for me to be pregnant is amazing to me.
I am just still in AWE.
I am on some lists for people due the same time I am. However I feel I do not "fit in" anywhere. I am not a "earth mom" not a working mom either. I get ignored, a lot my posts fall by the way side and being pregnant I have heightened emotions and it hurts a bit. I have my way of doing things and I guess it is a mixture of things ... Disagreed with on each side on something... :::Sigh::::
I had to call my doctor's office today. I was told it would take two days for the hospital to get back with a date for my ultrasound. Well here it is a WEEK later and no call. UGH Second time this has happened to me here. And I will tell you If that witch does this ultrasound as did my first and she acts like she did then I will have to get someone else to do the ultrasound even if it means waiting longer!!
I just know that DH will not be there for this ultrasound either. Life works that way.
It just seems unreal. After those years of fighting infertility for me to be pregnant is amazing to me.
I am just still in AWE.
I am on some lists for people due the same time I am. However I feel I do not "fit in" anywhere. I am not a "earth mom" not a working mom either. I get ignored, a lot my posts fall by the way side and being pregnant I have heightened emotions and it hurts a bit. I have my way of doing things and I guess it is a mixture of things ... Disagreed with on each side on something... :::Sigh::::
I had to call my doctor's office today. I was told it would take two days for the hospital to get back with a date for my ultrasound. Well here it is a WEEK later and no call. UGH Second time this has happened to me here. And I will tell you If that witch does this ultrasound as did my first and she acts like she did then I will have to get someone else to do the ultrasound even if it means waiting longer!!
I just know that DH will not be there for this ultrasound either. Life works that way.
