Wednesday, July 20, 2005
In love
Grady is such a joy he really is. But he warms my heart in such a special way. I love him so very much. Yes each of my little men hold a VERY special place in my heart. But right now this is about mini man.
I love the way he is always THRILLED to see me! I can walk into a room after being gone 5 seconds and he smiles so wide ear to ear and just lights up the room with his smile!
I honestly melt each and every time he looks at me like that. He honestly LOVES me. There is no hatred in his world, no fear, no sadness, just pure joy and love. We feed off of each other with that too. His joy and love... I swear I can feel it swell in me... it warms me. How corny does that sound? But seriously It is amazing how GOOD he makes me feel. Like nothing in the world can get me down you know? He is so special to me in so many ways, after wanting him for so many years and fighting so hard to get him... here he is and I talk about what he does for me! I am so happy I swear I almost cry!
And his laugh. Oh his laugh it is so wonderful. It is just so innocent.
I had to post this just because I just walked into the room where he was sleeping, he opened his eyes lifted his head and then gave me his widest open mouthed toothless grin.
I am TRULY blessed and I am so thankful. I am truly rich ;)
I love the way he is always THRILLED to see me! I can walk into a room after being gone 5 seconds and he smiles so wide ear to ear and just lights up the room with his smile!
I honestly melt each and every time he looks at me like that. He honestly LOVES me. There is no hatred in his world, no fear, no sadness, just pure joy and love. We feed off of each other with that too. His joy and love... I swear I can feel it swell in me... it warms me. How corny does that sound? But seriously It is amazing how GOOD he makes me feel. Like nothing in the world can get me down you know? He is so special to me in so many ways, after wanting him for so many years and fighting so hard to get him... here he is and I talk about what he does for me! I am so happy I swear I almost cry!
And his laugh. Oh his laugh it is so wonderful. It is just so innocent.
I had to post this just because I just walked into the room where he was sleeping, he opened his eyes lifted his head and then gave me his widest open mouthed toothless grin.
I am TRULY blessed and I am so thankful. I am truly rich ;)
