Gina's Ramblings

Things are seriously looking like dh will be leaving us for a year. The orders for this area are just not there. Seriously non exsistant.

I tell him the boys and I will follow him to whatever far reaches of the world we get sent to, wherever he has to pick orders to. He seems insistant on not wanting to uproot the boys from their schools or move out of or sell this house.

So the option? One year unaccompanied. If I look at it this way 2003 we were apart almost the entire year. Not too much different right? Hopefully he would be in a place where we could fly in to visit once or twice and/or vice versa.

Is our marriage strong enough. I would think so. I think we love each other to make it through. Respect and trust each other. Am I strong enough to do this with however many children we have at the time? I would think so. Will the kids be resentful of him? I would hope not.

This is just an option I was hoping not to have to face. Not it looks like it will become a reality.

Who knows if he gets advanced will the options be the same? worse? UGH

Good thing we have good medical I swear I am not far off from an ulcer.