Monday, September 25, 2006
Little sleep and tense
Anyway I dropped dh off at the airport. I am not a crier when I drop him off. Yes Imiss him A LOT . Whe he leaves for 6 mo to a year I may cry ;) But this is the same ol' stuff different day. Just the begining of the schedule we do know, home VERY little from now until Feb.
Add that on top of some life changes, that while are welcome also signify the end to other things.
I have just been a reminiscing fool. Thinking about my past, my present and wondering about the future. On the way home I was listening to 107.7 The End
I heard a song that brought back a TON of memories both from the past and present.
whenever I'm alone with you you make me feel
like i am home again whenever i'm alone with
you you make me feel like i am whole again
whenever i'm alone with you you make me feel
like i am young again whenever i'm alone with
you you make me feel like i am fun again
however far away i will always love you however
long i stay i will always love you whatever
words i say i will always love you i will always
love you
whenever i'm alone with you you make me feel
like i am free again whenever i'm alone with
you you make me feel like i am clean again
however far away i will always love you however
long i stay i will always love you whatever
words i say i will always love you i will always
love you
Got me to thinking how as we are starting to date, and test the waters. We start to form our ideal mate in our heads. On the attitude part My hudband is right on the mark. He is loving, he is witty, sarcastic, fun a bit (er lot) randy etc. I however did have a thing for 'bad' boys DH isn't he is a Moms dream :) Physicaly I went at one point for men who were tall, strong arms etc My husband has prefect arms and his height is just great even though he is 1 inch or so shorter than I am haha. Of course how many women do you know that are so close to 6ft tall? Well and not a rail thin model.
So WTH do we know when we are dating? I have come to the conclusion NOTHING! haha You end up with who compliments you the most who you compliment in life. I guess I am amazed how things turned out for me.
If that post wasn't a spew of about everything I am not sure what was!