Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Lonely nights
I do OK handling the day to day stuff alone. I would love to have another adult here to talk to and that extra set of hands at times.
But come a time like now, The kids are asleep the dogs are asleep the house is quiet. I REALLY miss having dh here. This bed seems extremely big and empty. Don't tell him but I even miss the snoring too. Would having a stand-in husband JUST sleep in the bed be too close to "the fun stuff" that isn't in the stand-in job description? Yeah I am sure it is. Eh well dangit.
I spent the evening listening to some music. That was the highlight of the night for me. Pathetic no? I am thinking I really should get myself a MP3 player. This would kick ass for cleaning the house and on my walks. I can really lose myself in music. Which brings me to the next streaming thought. Music means a lot to me. Certain songs I attribute to different stages in my life. Songs that make me think of someone. Songs that bring me back to the point in my life where that song made a difference. I honestly though most everybody felt that way. That everybody has a connection to music in a similar way.
Do you know my husband doesn't? It is odd. I hear a song and say "honey this reminds me of you" I get at most an "uh huh" Well he has his talk radio haha. My middle son, he sees no need for music! He doesn't like going to concerts or a musical etc. Songs on the radio that make you want to sing at the top of your lungs cruising down the highway, he rolls his eyes and plugs his ears. OK it [i]could[/i] be me off key catterwalling but maybe not hahaha
Well enough of my rambling it is nearing midnight and I have a lot to do tomorrow morning. Got to put on that housewife hat ;) and keep up my end of things you know.
I will however crank up the music while doing it all ;p Good thing the baby loves music. he wil dance with me ;)
But come a time like now, The kids are asleep the dogs are asleep the house is quiet. I REALLY miss having dh here. This bed seems extremely big and empty. Don't tell him but I even miss the snoring too. Would having a stand-in husband JUST sleep in the bed be too close to "the fun stuff" that isn't in the stand-in job description? Yeah I am sure it is. Eh well dangit.
I spent the evening listening to some music. That was the highlight of the night for me. Pathetic no? I am thinking I really should get myself a MP3 player. This would kick ass for cleaning the house and on my walks. I can really lose myself in music. Which brings me to the next streaming thought. Music means a lot to me. Certain songs I attribute to different stages in my life. Songs that make me think of someone. Songs that bring me back to the point in my life where that song made a difference. I honestly though most everybody felt that way. That everybody has a connection to music in a similar way.
Do you know my husband doesn't? It is odd. I hear a song and say "honey this reminds me of you" I get at most an "uh huh" Well he has his talk radio haha. My middle son, he sees no need for music! He doesn't like going to concerts or a musical etc. Songs on the radio that make you want to sing at the top of your lungs cruising down the highway, he rolls his eyes and plugs his ears. OK it [i]could[/i] be me off key catterwalling but maybe not hahaha
Well enough of my rambling it is nearing midnight and I have a lot to do tomorrow morning. Got to put on that housewife hat ;) and keep up my end of things you know.
I will however crank up the music while doing it all ;p Good thing the baby loves music. he wil dance with me ;)
