Sunday, December 24, 2006
Thinking
one thing painting does for me is gives me time to think. I know Lord help us all right?
I have encountered several people in my lifetime. Many have come and gone without a second thought. There are a few though that stick in my mind and I always wonder about throughout the years. Most I have lost contact with. The years and miles left many people behind. Some I was VERY VERY happy to say goodby to them haha others I feel I screwed things up while going through the young and dumb part of my life.
I was VERY happy to reconnect with one of my friends and learn about how he was doing. He was someone who I never stopped thinking about. Not in the romantic way but in the I hope he is doing alright type of way. I still worry about him and stuff he is going through right now but I know that bugs him a bit but eh what can I say I worry about people.
I have connected with a few people I have wondered about. And through them I connected with others. There are still a few I wonder about though. Eh maybe I try to hang onto the past too much? Or I want to reconnect to it too much? Who knows.
I have a wonderful and exciting (no really quit laughing) life but I guess I will always wonder.
I have encountered several people in my lifetime. Many have come and gone without a second thought. There are a few though that stick in my mind and I always wonder about throughout the years. Most I have lost contact with. The years and miles left many people behind. Some I was VERY VERY happy to say goodby to them haha others I feel I screwed things up while going through the young and dumb part of my life.
I was VERY happy to reconnect with one of my friends and learn about how he was doing. He was someone who I never stopped thinking about. Not in the romantic way but in the I hope he is doing alright type of way. I still worry about him and stuff he is going through right now but I know that bugs him a bit but eh what can I say I worry about people.
I have connected with a few people I have wondered about. And through them I connected with others. There are still a few I wonder about though. Eh maybe I try to hang onto the past too much? Or I want to reconnect to it too much? Who knows.
I have a wonderful and exciting (no really quit laughing) life but I guess I will always wonder.
