Tuesday, February 28, 2006
FYI- my breasts
HURT! The combo of a sick baby who was breastfeeding every two second and being on progesterone to supplement one of my many "quirks" in hormones OWIE. Grady is still nursing 3-4X a day. I am in agony. UGH
I have considered weaning him it hurts so much. I feel terrible for thinking it too.
I have considered weaning him it hurts so much. I feel terrible for thinking it too.
Thursday, February 23, 2006
You know
Having lived through a bad command (USS Tarawa) you REALLY Appreciate the good ones. There have been times in the past recently when I have grumbled about dh's job. But I have to say they are great about giving DH the time off for family things, field trips, dr appointments etc. We have an appointment tomorrow bright and early (read in there battle rush hour traffic) in Seattle they told dh just check in in the am (via a phone call) and take the day for the appointment. That is so cool and I appreciate it so much :)
Brain test
Brain Lateralization Test Results |
| Right Brain (28%) The right hemisphere is the visual, figurative, artistic, and intuitive side of the brain. Left Brain (62%) The left hemisphere is the logical, articulate, assertive, and practical side of the brain |
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Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Grady John Park is ONE
Can you believe it? It seems like yesterday I started this blog to keep updates from the pregnancy...now my little man is one!!!!
It is hard to explain how you can love one human being so very much. He makes my life wonderful.
GET THIS STUFF OFF OF ME!!!!!!!!!!!
It is hard to explain how you can love one human being so very much. He makes my life wonderful.
GET THIS STUFF OFF OF ME!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Grady's first haircut!
Sunday, February 19, 2006
Some pictures
My recent changes
Things I have changed about my appearance lately.
The first, not so good and not done willingly! lol
I got 2 nondisplaced fractures and a severe sprain!
LOL yup fell with assistance from the dog while carrying a box. Fractured my finger in two places and sprained my hand/wrist
I got a splint for my wrist and one for my finger.
Sigh.... I broke
Lessons learned A: a German Shepherd, no matter how much he tries and/or thinks he is, is NOT the size of a Chihuaua And B: Hands can become some amazing colors and shapes when injured haha
And when your hand hurts to use and you are ready for a change AMAZING things can happen! Like you can decide to make a donation to Locks of Love I took the plunge and had 14 inches of hair cut off!!!! Can you believe it?
And the before and after photos
The first, not so good and not done willingly! lol
I got 2 nondisplaced fractures and a severe sprain!
LOL yup fell with assistance from the dog while carrying a box. Fractured my finger in two places and sprained my hand/wrist
I got a splint for my wrist and one for my finger.
Sigh.... I broke
Lessons learned A: a German Shepherd, no matter how much he tries and/or thinks he is, is NOT the size of a Chihuaua And B: Hands can become some amazing colors and shapes when injured haha
And when your hand hurts to use and you are ready for a change AMAZING things can happen! Like you can decide to make a donation to Locks of Love I took the plunge and had 14 inches of hair cut off!!!! Can you believe it?
And the before and after photos
Thursday, February 16, 2006
All the cool kids are doing it
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Monday, February 06, 2006
Dang dreams
They are killing me. Go figure now that I am sleeping again (somewhat) HA. I really dislike having dreams where I wake up and I FEEL the hurt and loss from the dream. It felt so real I have had to take the time to wake up and make sure it was ONLY a dream.
Dh keeps wanting a divorce in each and every dream I have had lately. He tells me one of a few things; there is someone new, he NEVER really loved me, He is bored, or is gay What the heck?!?!?!?!
Last night he told me he was done being married and wanted to go have fun now. I remember in the dream searching for someone new. And I THAT dependant now on a man in my life that even my dream self cannot just BE a single mom?
The feeling though after a dream like last night. It is a feeling of loss. I FEEL like he DID leave me. I have waken up crying before. UGH
It makes me wonder though IS he happy? Are these dreams a vision of things to come?
Or am I just a victim of my overactive imagination in my dreams
Dh keeps wanting a divorce in each and every dream I have had lately. He tells me one of a few things; there is someone new, he NEVER really loved me, He is bored, or is gay What the heck?!?!?!?!
Last night he told me he was done being married and wanted to go have fun now. I remember in the dream searching for someone new. And I THAT dependant now on a man in my life that even my dream self cannot just BE a single mom?
The feeling though after a dream like last night. It is a feeling of loss. I FEEL like he DID leave me. I have waken up crying before. UGH
It makes me wonder though IS he happy? Are these dreams a vision of things to come?
Or am I just a victim of my overactive imagination in my dreams
