Sunday, January 21, 2007
arrrgggghhh
OK i love to be busy, honestly. It gives me less time to think and less time to be anxious about anything. But I hate to feel rushed. What is the difference? Hmm preparedness? hectic nature of things getting done maybe??
DH Is coming home VERY soon. I am doing the things around here I have been putting off. Now get this, I feel as if I have to impress him or something. To make the house look so good he has no doubt I didn't just sit on my arse and do nothing. Now has he EVER said anything to make me think this is all I do? No never. I can be in sweats and glasses and my hair all over the plac he tells me I am beautiful. The house can look like a tornado came through.....twice he will say don't worry about it and pitch in on whatever even after working a full day. Am I lucky? HELL YES! Do I still worry he will think bad about my housekeeping etc? Yup
Are we newlyweds? hell no I don't have to 'impress' the man or anything... we have seen each other I think at our worst. But I still like to keep him happy. Be it happy with the house or the kids or the way I look.
I swear these times away just add to the excitement of a relationship, just like when it was new. Those little butterflies. Ahhh I am living up to my ramblings... enough of a break it is lunch time around here I really should eat something.
No Prozac and Pepsi don't count as a meal :p
DH Is coming home VERY soon. I am doing the things around here I have been putting off. Now get this, I feel as if I have to impress him or something. To make the house look so good he has no doubt I didn't just sit on my arse and do nothing. Now has he EVER said anything to make me think this is all I do? No never. I can be in sweats and glasses and my hair all over the plac he tells me I am beautiful. The house can look like a tornado came through.....twice he will say don't worry about it and pitch in on whatever even after working a full day. Am I lucky? HELL YES! Do I still worry he will think bad about my housekeeping etc? Yup
Are we newlyweds? hell no I don't have to 'impress' the man or anything... we have seen each other I think at our worst. But I still like to keep him happy. Be it happy with the house or the kids or the way I look.
I swear these times away just add to the excitement of a relationship, just like when it was new. Those little butterflies. Ahhh I am living up to my ramblings... enough of a break it is lunch time around here I really should eat something.
No Prozac and Pepsi don't count as a meal :p
