Saturday, February 24, 2007
dreams
I have dreams about dh cheating on me of leaving me etc on a regular basis. Damn that sounds bad. Especially when he is getting ready to leave and play sailor or when he is gone. I have chalked it up to my subconscious being PO'd at him for being gone or leaving again. Since in reality I just deal with the separations and look for the good things. The honeymoon period every time he comes home, or the time to work on ME and what I want to.
Anyway back to the point I had another dream my husband cheated on me. This time I wasn't grief stricken and I wasn't panicky. I was pissed. I wanted revenge. I got on the phone called some people and went out to a club and had a smashing good time ;p
Maybe I just really want to get out and have some fun (not the revenge part though LOL)
Anyway back to the point I had another dream my husband cheated on me. This time I wasn't grief stricken and I wasn't panicky. I was pissed. I wanted revenge. I got on the phone called some people and went out to a club and had a smashing good time ;p
Maybe I just really want to get out and have some fun (not the revenge part though LOL)
