Tuesday, September 18, 2007
I feel
I bet everyone around me is TIRED of hearing me say "I feel sick". While it is true it is flippin' old. Went to the doctorS today. I was temporarily released from the pulmonologist. I have to go back in 3 months at the start of my third trimester to make sure my lungs will be in shape for delivery.
The OB did an ultrasound to check the baby real quick. the machine is ancient but still when he had to pause and get in close to try to see the heartbeat my own heart stopped. I saw no fluttering of a heartbeat no movement. Fear flooded over me and I thought the worst. My baby wasn't alive. Then he said OK there is the heart see.... and zoomed in there was the flutter of the heartbeat and then (s)he started kicking and moving. But I swear for that little moment I was terrified.
The OB did an ultrasound to check the baby real quick. the machine is ancient but still when he had to pause and get in close to try to see the heartbeat my own heart stopped. I saw no fluttering of a heartbeat no movement. Fear flooded over me and I thought the worst. My baby wasn't alive. Then he said OK there is the heart see.... and zoomed in there was the flutter of the heartbeat and then (s)he started kicking and moving. But I swear for that little moment I was terrified.
