Saturday, November 10, 2007
People insist
I am a touch off of my rocker. heck with six boys and a baby on the way...who blames them?? haha
Seriously though I have a bit of an issue with anxiety. I was on medication there for a bit and while it didn't totally take it away but it took the edge off. About two weeks befor I found out I was pregnant I became very sporadic about taking my medication. Then when I found out we were expecting I stopped completely. Not that the medication is harmful in pregnancy but it is a medication I can do ok off of so why take it you know??
BUT I have been tired or sick...morning sickness lasted until a couple of weeks ago. Well my house has fallen WAY behind. The clutter that has built up is causing me to feel trapped, causing anxiety, making me feel further behind and overwhelmed and I feel like anything I try won't help, so I don't do anything, causes more of a mess and the cycle continues.
My oldest wants to have a friend over...which I am honestly ok with but the condition of my house, embarassing! So he has been working on the downstairs (on his own) so I started on the upstairs. I get tired easily and have to take a lot of breaks BUT it is getting better.
wish me luck. My room needs to be my relaxing sanctuary again!
Seriously though I have a bit of an issue with anxiety. I was on medication there for a bit and while it didn't totally take it away but it took the edge off. About two weeks befor I found out I was pregnant I became very sporadic about taking my medication. Then when I found out we were expecting I stopped completely. Not that the medication is harmful in pregnancy but it is a medication I can do ok off of so why take it you know??
BUT I have been tired or sick...morning sickness lasted until a couple of weeks ago. Well my house has fallen WAY behind. The clutter that has built up is causing me to feel trapped, causing anxiety, making me feel further behind and overwhelmed and I feel like anything I try won't help, so I don't do anything, causes more of a mess and the cycle continues.
My oldest wants to have a friend over...which I am honestly ok with but the condition of my house, embarassing! So he has been working on the downstairs (on his own) so I started on the upstairs. I get tired easily and have to take a lot of breaks BUT it is getting better.
wish me luck. My room needs to be my relaxing sanctuary again!
