Gina's Ramblings

You know during the day I have a lot to keep me busy-the kids, the house, projects, currently spring cleaning and my various other endeavors. But come night when all of the kids are asleep and I have written my letter to my husband and watched my DVRd shows.....then the lonliness hits. I cannot sleep. I have a TERRIFIC baby girl who graciously sleeps 5+ hours at night before waking for that first and last feeding before morning. Yet I am awake. No real stressors. (HA I just had to come back to this because I realized that that may sound strange 'no real stressors' with all I have going on but no really aside from the antics of my oldest things are smooth)Yet I am still plagued by insomnia. and it is lonely I miss my husband heck even if he is laying here snoring he is still HERE and that in itself is comforting. Instead he is out playing sailor and is haze grey and underway. POOEY. Yeah I know i know pooey why use such strong language? haha
Good news we are what almost 7 weeks into it. OK OK Just a touch over 6 weeks BUT I like almost seven better when it comes to talking about the deployment and 6 weeks when I am talking abot my daughters age.
Well I had better do something boring and waste some timemaybe ohhhh laundry YIPPIE NOT but it is never ending here.