Gina's Ramblings

Let's see. DS got home the end of May. He is much the same but he is coping a lot better in some ways. But everytime something is not what he wants... he breaks. Makes threats and says he wants to be sent back. The court order has made it easy to do that if we need it but he is using as a cop out right now. I am learning as we go myself so I am doing my best. The other news...his cholesteatoma might be growing back again. so frustrating. I am sure these things weigh heavy on him too you know?

We still have our one dog. He is still going from his crate to outside and out for his meals and water and all. I have gone down every avenue. The shelter here cannot take him because they do not have the capabilities to euthanize...the ONLY option for a dog who has bitten. The 'last chance' shelter won't take him. The rescue won't no matter the begging. I have two more options before I have to take him in and have our vet put him down. I am HOPING one of these can help him.

DH has been gone 3 months now. I miss him a lot. He is mising out on all of this fun here lol.
I am doing ok. Actually I am more level than I have been in a long while. I suppose this series of crisis's is honing my skills. haha