Sunday, March 23, 2008
She lost
Her umbilical stump :) That was quick!
The other news here is foster son has RSV and cannot return home tomorrow as planned :( I cannot even imagine what he is going through being so sick but I cannot risk Gretchen getting RSV either. Another week without my other baby at this point until he heals enough to come home. :(
The other news here is foster son has RSV and cannot return home tomorrow as planned :( I cannot even imagine what he is going through being so sick but I cannot risk Gretchen getting RSV either. Another week without my other baby at this point until he heals enough to come home. :(
Thursday, March 20, 2008
Birth Story
We got the word on Wednesday that the doctor wanted to perform the c-section early due to some things on the bio physical profile. The fluid levels dropped and she didn’t seem to grow any. With my blood pressure medication they did not want to risk it so…. early it was.
After a very long day trying to move the world to allow my husband to be home for the birth of his daughter nothing was working. We would get everything lined up and the same thing at his work would get in the way. Everyone in his command tried to make it work. It just didn’t work out.
Thursday night we all spent it together as a family having a ‘last meal’ of sorts. The last meal together for about 7 months. It is a tradition we have. Spent the night just talking and holding hands. With the anxiety of what all was happening the next day I think I slept an hour.
My mom and my oldest son (he was there on vacation) got here about 2 am. We left for the hospital at about 3:15 am. I got there and checked in a bit early. The only reason was so my husband could be there for one part of the process. He stayed through my entire check in. We then said our “see you soons” NEVER goodbye just see you soon. We hugged, kissed and I did my best not to cry uncontrollably. With our see you soon’s said he left with my mom so she could take him to the ship. He was set to leave at the exact time I was going to have our daughter. My mom was going home after dropping dh off so she could get the kids to school and be there for them.
After he left the nurses I was going to have that day came in. Both of them had been crying. Turns out our story made it around the ward and many of the nurses were crying. Fighting back tears of my own I asked that someone please call and let my husband know when our daughter was born
I was eventually wheeled back to the OR. The anesthesiologist listened when I told him I have a slight curvature of my spine so the placement of the spinal went quickly. They laid me back and the numbness started to creep up. That is still a strange feeling. After all the prep they started the procedure. It was at that time that I looked to my right and started to cry because my husband was not there to hold my hand. The man who is my rock was not there to share in this most amazing thing in our lives. I wanted nothing more than for him to be there with me. To be there to welcome our daughter into the world.
I did what I do the best though I made the best of it. Talking to the anesthesiologist, my doctor the nurses seeing what they were doing and making jokes. It gets lonely behind that blue drape by yourself! The doctor was doing his thing and at this point I didn’t know what was going on then I heard a cry!!! I didn’t even know the baby was out!! I heard some more crys and a lot of hustling around. The doctor prior to going in asked me what I thought the baby would weigh. I said about 9 pounds. He said “Gina I do not think the baby is 9 pounds” The first words out of my mouth? Is she BIGGER?!?!?! Haha He said no he thought she was smaller. The nurse peeked her head around the drape and said “so do you want to know if you really had a girl?” I smiled and said “yes please!!” she laughed and said “congratulations Mom it is a girl!” I sat there while they poked around in me and watching the clock. Time was dragging by. FINALLY the pediatrician brought my daughter to see me. She was just so precious so perfect and looked so tiny. I started to cry again. They took her off to the nursery to be weighed and all.
The nurse got on the phone and got my husband on the line and was able to tell him he has a daughter. ;) By that time they had the weight and all too. So he got to hear the weight first! I overheard it and I was shocked. 7 pounds 2 ounces. The only time I have seen my other children that small was via ultrasound! LOL
Then things started to get a bit tricky. They had a hard time getting me to contract and stop bleeding. Time kept ticking my BP dropped a bit and I started to get the shakes. Then just as quickly as it started things got under control and I bounced back easily. The doc then moved on to tying my tubes that went well and without a hitch.
After everything I got wheeled back to my room where I was to recover. I got settled in and they brought my daughter to me in about 10 minutes
I looked at her and I was in complete awe. I looked over every inch of her and stared at her in utter amazement. I put her to my breast and we gave nursing our first try. Things did not go well. Instead of sucking and keeping the nipple in her mouth she would thrust it out with her tongue so she had things backwards. The nurse called the lactation consultant. I kept trying with Gretchen figuring she would get it soon (hoping she would anyway). About an hour later we got our first good latch and feeding. From that moment on she latched like a CHAMP and had no issues. The lactation consultant made it to me in about 2 hours and by that time I didn’t need her. She observed a latch and said it looked great and if I needed her to call her anytime.
I got a call from my husband a bit later. You have no idea how great it was to hear from him. It was via satellite phone so the delay was horrendous BUT I didn’t care I was talking to him. He asked all about our daughter, including her name. I had two names just in case our first name choice didn’t fit. So he learned her name all of her stats and he checked on me of course. I told him about 9 million times I loved him and to stay safe.
After that first day (Friday) I was released from the hospital that Saturday. I had to agree to rest and not over do it but I felt better recovering at home.
My mothers stay here was a disaster. Not sure why I expect different though. But My MIL is here and she s a gift from heaven! I didn’t know it was possible to love the woman more, but I do.
I got my staples out today. The incision is healing perfectly. I didn’t even get steri strips put on just the staples out and told to keep the incision area clean and dry and I should be great
After a very long day trying to move the world to allow my husband to be home for the birth of his daughter nothing was working. We would get everything lined up and the same thing at his work would get in the way. Everyone in his command tried to make it work. It just didn’t work out.
Thursday night we all spent it together as a family having a ‘last meal’ of sorts. The last meal together for about 7 months. It is a tradition we have. Spent the night just talking and holding hands. With the anxiety of what all was happening the next day I think I slept an hour.
My mom and my oldest son (he was there on vacation) got here about 2 am. We left for the hospital at about 3:15 am. I got there and checked in a bit early. The only reason was so my husband could be there for one part of the process. He stayed through my entire check in. We then said our “see you soons” NEVER goodbye just see you soon. We hugged, kissed and I did my best not to cry uncontrollably. With our see you soon’s said he left with my mom so she could take him to the ship. He was set to leave at the exact time I was going to have our daughter. My mom was going home after dropping dh off so she could get the kids to school and be there for them.
After he left the nurses I was going to have that day came in. Both of them had been crying. Turns out our story made it around the ward and many of the nurses were crying. Fighting back tears of my own I asked that someone please call and let my husband know when our daughter was born
I was eventually wheeled back to the OR. The anesthesiologist listened when I told him I have a slight curvature of my spine so the placement of the spinal went quickly. They laid me back and the numbness started to creep up. That is still a strange feeling. After all the prep they started the procedure. It was at that time that I looked to my right and started to cry because my husband was not there to hold my hand. The man who is my rock was not there to share in this most amazing thing in our lives. I wanted nothing more than for him to be there with me. To be there to welcome our daughter into the world.
I did what I do the best though I made the best of it. Talking to the anesthesiologist, my doctor the nurses seeing what they were doing and making jokes. It gets lonely behind that blue drape by yourself! The doctor was doing his thing and at this point I didn’t know what was going on then I heard a cry!!! I didn’t even know the baby was out!! I heard some more crys and a lot of hustling around. The doctor prior to going in asked me what I thought the baby would weigh. I said about 9 pounds. He said “Gina I do not think the baby is 9 pounds” The first words out of my mouth? Is she BIGGER?!?!?! Haha He said no he thought she was smaller. The nurse peeked her head around the drape and said “so do you want to know if you really had a girl?” I smiled and said “yes please!!” she laughed and said “congratulations Mom it is a girl!” I sat there while they poked around in me and watching the clock. Time was dragging by. FINALLY the pediatrician brought my daughter to see me. She was just so precious so perfect and looked so tiny. I started to cry again. They took her off to the nursery to be weighed and all.
The nurse got on the phone and got my husband on the line and was able to tell him he has a daughter. ;) By that time they had the weight and all too. So he got to hear the weight first! I overheard it and I was shocked. 7 pounds 2 ounces. The only time I have seen my other children that small was via ultrasound! LOL
Then things started to get a bit tricky. They had a hard time getting me to contract and stop bleeding. Time kept ticking my BP dropped a bit and I started to get the shakes. Then just as quickly as it started things got under control and I bounced back easily. The doc then moved on to tying my tubes that went well and without a hitch.
After everything I got wheeled back to my room where I was to recover. I got settled in and they brought my daughter to me in about 10 minutes
I looked at her and I was in complete awe. I looked over every inch of her and stared at her in utter amazement. I put her to my breast and we gave nursing our first try. Things did not go well. Instead of sucking and keeping the nipple in her mouth she would thrust it out with her tongue so she had things backwards. The nurse called the lactation consultant. I kept trying with Gretchen figuring she would get it soon (hoping she would anyway). About an hour later we got our first good latch and feeding. From that moment on she latched like a CHAMP and had no issues. The lactation consultant made it to me in about 2 hours and by that time I didn’t need her. She observed a latch and said it looked great and if I needed her to call her anytime.
I got a call from my husband a bit later. You have no idea how great it was to hear from him. It was via satellite phone so the delay was horrendous BUT I didn’t care I was talking to him. He asked all about our daughter, including her name. I had two names just in case our first name choice didn’t fit. So he learned her name all of her stats and he checked on me of course. I told him about 9 million times I loved him and to stay safe.
After that first day (Friday) I was released from the hospital that Saturday. I had to agree to rest and not over do it but I felt better recovering at home.
My mothers stay here was a disaster. Not sure why I expect different though. But My MIL is here and she s a gift from heaven! I didn’t know it was possible to love the woman more, but I do.
I got my staples out today. The incision is healing perfectly. I didn’t even get steri strips put on just the staples out and told to keep the incision area clean and dry and I should be great
Thursday, March 13, 2008
Nerves
I am not ready for this baby. I mean I am but I am not. My house is a shambles. I cannot get anything done because my mind just starts to wander and I get distracted. Lordy that makes me sound like I need medication.
I am waiting on my husband to get home. He was sweet enough to bring Bear to respite care and on the way home he stopped for Greek food. Our last meal together for a long while bittersweet
I am not sure if I will sleep tonight. I have to take DH to the ship and leave here at 4am for the hospital. I do not want to drop DH off so I am putting that off. Yeah I am in denial. If he doesn't get taken he won't leave. That works.....yup I am sticking to that theory.
Anyway this time tomorrow I will have had my little one for about 12 hours. It is just so darn unreal!
I am waiting on my husband to get home. He was sweet enough to bring Bear to respite care and on the way home he stopped for Greek food. Our last meal together for a long while bittersweet
I am not sure if I will sleep tonight. I have to take DH to the ship and leave here at 4am for the hospital. I do not want to drop DH off so I am putting that off. Yeah I am in denial. If he doesn't get taken he won't leave. That works.....yup I am sticking to that theory.
Anyway this time tomorrow I will have had my little one for about 12 hours. It is just so darn unreal!
What pretty legs you have
I know I have told my friends about my freind Baggage and her daughter Bug. Well little miss Bug started her own little business adventure, BugLegs!!
Plus Ms Baggage is running a contest to win a free IPod Nano. I know that is so counterproductive telling you all about the contest but if you win, just remember me ;)
Plus Ms Baggage is running a contest to win a free IPod Nano. I know that is so counterproductive telling you all about the contest but if you win, just remember me ;)
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Who says women are always late
So much for the 18th being the big day to have the baby. Today after my appointment and my biophysical profile... well the doctor called and the babys growth and the fluid levels are 'of concern'. The baby will be here Friday. Great right? Well I have everything set for next week. Afetr some rearranging I will have respite care starting Thursday for the foster baby. My mother will be up tomorrow night.
I am exhausted. The emotional roller coaster today, It wiped me out
I am exhausted. The emotional roller coaster today, It wiped me out
Monday, March 10, 2008
OK what am I missing
I got the insurance hibernated for the truck since it will sit in the driveway until DH gets home. I retain the comp insurance, under $20 every 6 months I can afford that. haha
I got the cell phone suspended until I say to turn it back on ..up to 18 months without an extension.
That is a sizeable chunk out of the budget that I will in turn spend on care packages LOL
What else am I forgetting? Sorry just thinking out loud here
I got the cell phone suspended until I say to turn it back on ..up to 18 months without an extension.
That is a sizeable chunk out of the budget that I will in turn spend on care packages LOL
What else am I forgetting? Sorry just thinking out loud here
Good job
Well we learned that DH passed the exam for E7. I had no doubt. He is smart and tests well. Now the wait until the selection boards are done.... which is a wait until Aug/Sept time frame. Pure torture lol
The local paper has an article about the upcoming deployment. I think upcoming is an understatement... maybe looming? Ha I am out of words at the moment. But it is all too soon to be honest.
I am exhausted. I have a bit of a cold though I DO feel a bit better today. Been a bit crampy. But Seeing as how I have never gone into labor on my own I do not expect to this time either. But I am absolutely NOT allowed to go into labor between the time DH leaves and when MIL and my mom get here. NOT allowed. I hope Mother Nature is listening!
The local paper has an article about the upcoming deployment. I think upcoming is an understatement... maybe looming? Ha I am out of words at the moment. But it is all too soon to be honest.
I am exhausted. I have a bit of a cold though I DO feel a bit better today. Been a bit crampy. But Seeing as how I have never gone into labor on my own I do not expect to this time either. But I am absolutely NOT allowed to go into labor between the time DH leaves and when MIL and my mom get here. NOT allowed. I hope Mother Nature is listening!
Friday, March 07, 2008
He got in
There was an offer for a free summer camp experience for military children. 30 slots available for this (the entire Pacific Northwest). I applied and decided to fax the info. Why trust the USPS right?? lol Well he got a slot for the camp!
A week long camp offering things like:
24' double indoor climbing wall
Soccer field
Archery range
Rifle range
Basketball and volleyball courts
High and low ropes courses
BMX track
Food and vegetable garden
Big red barn
Small animal farm -- chickens, goats, turkeys, sheep and pigs
28 Horses during the summer season only
Riding arena -- corrals -- forest riding trails
challenge courses, a marine biology component etc just to mention a few....
I think he will have a fantastic time
A week long camp offering things like:
24' double indoor climbing wall
Soccer field
Archery range
Rifle range
Basketball and volleyball courts
High and low ropes courses
BMX track
Food and vegetable garden
Big red barn
Small animal farm -- chickens, goats, turkeys, sheep and pigs
28 Horses during the summer season only
Riding arena -- corrals -- forest riding trails
challenge courses, a marine biology component etc just to mention a few....
I think he will have a fantastic time
Tuesday, March 04, 2008
Midnight
Here I am it is not New Year but I am up. I am not tired. That is even AFTER taking a sleeping pill (prescribed don't worry). My 3 y/o is up or was the last I checked. So in turn he woke up the 1 year old. Share the wealth and share the insomnia right??
If I wasnt hurting I would be scrubbing bathrooms. I may pop a couple of Tylenol and make the best of it anyway.
If I wasnt hurting I would be scrubbing bathrooms. I may pop a couple of Tylenol and make the best of it anyway.
Monday, March 03, 2008
feeling "off"
That is the only way to explain it, I feel a bit off. Not that anything is really wrong just something is maybe not as right as it should be haha OK that makes sense to me anyway.
Pregnancy things are weird I swear!
Pregnancy things are weird I swear!
Saturday, March 01, 2008
I am bald!!!
OK not really but I did get a haircut and yes it is short on purpose. I cut another 10 inches off today to donate. It is a little shorter than I had planned but it works. It is above the shoulders. Over the last two years that is 23 inches of my think hair donated to make wigs :)
I had my next NST today too. It went boring but well :) Baby is doing great an I have no contractions (which I knew ;) ) This puts me at the official full term point of 37 weeks. I could go any time but she is not wanting anything other than to stay in and warm and cozy. I do not blame her though. I do not want to go into labor early to be honest. It feels like selfish thought to want to go into labor so I try not to even go ther you know? DH on the other hand... he is trying. Poor guy. Telling me Monday would be a good day he could get time off of work and be here.
Oh my blood pressure was 120/61. Love that high blood pressure that makes me high risk right?? HAHAHA
I had my next NST today too. It went boring but well :) Baby is doing great an I have no contractions (which I knew ;) ) This puts me at the official full term point of 37 weeks. I could go any time but she is not wanting anything other than to stay in and warm and cozy. I do not blame her though. I do not want to go into labor early to be honest. It feels like selfish thought to want to go into labor so I try not to even go ther you know? DH on the other hand... he is trying. Poor guy. Telling me Monday would be a good day he could get time off of work and be here.
Oh my blood pressure was 120/61. Love that high blood pressure that makes me high risk right?? HAHAHA
